关于这本书的决定出来了，在这里和诸位分享一下。（之前今天发的给我屏了，说我违规，我申请解jin，被拒绝了，那我再发一次好了，用英语，抱歉，我也不想，但是被人屏了啊，）
Iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soIwillgetstraighttothepointthenIwillsharethejourneyIhadyesterday:
Thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，Iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months，inimumofabout3000words.
Asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theonethatyoumustinimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:
Fuckit.
Now，forthejourneyIhadyesterday.
Ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，IhavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandIwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.
ThisbookedafterIhadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatIamnogoodatall.
Iwasfurious，butwasIfuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?
Theanswerisno，Iamnotthatna?ve.Iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.
Heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.Bysayingthis，Imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.
Andwhy?Becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables，youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.
SohimsayingIamnogood，Iknowwhathemeans，hemeantIamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(DrEvillittlepinkyposerighthere)”，butsayingthis，IamalsofullyawareIamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，Iamgrateful.
IamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidIamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitsSci-FisectionisfilledwithMarvelDoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.
SowhydidIhaveanoutburst，simple，Iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，Iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseIloveit，Ifuckinglovedoingit，Icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.
So，aneditordeclaresmyeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.
Andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?
SoIhadanoutburst.
ThatoutburstisalsoduetothefactIwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.
eoddjobbecomeaprofession?Itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety，itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.
However，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.
WearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseAfricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.
Writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknoyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.
WritersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingIphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.
Wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreadersplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.
Imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butIsimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.
Ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.
4000yass。。。。。。。。。
Ifeltthephantomprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.
IwitnessedthebirthofChinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.
ThesearemydemonsandIhadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，Iwasvictoriousonceagain.
SomemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceIamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.
That’strue，butthenagain，Iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedebackgroundandarichstory.
ButIamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.
That’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.
Iamlucky，Idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soIdon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.
So，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepboyreaders.
Staywithme，Iwillgetthere，Iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestIcan.
Iwillseeyoutomorrow8)